i used to think you were the best thing that happened to me.. but i’ve come to realise this was only true 4 years ago. people say honeymoon periods are the most endearing. well, then u gave me the sweetest honeymoon i ever had. my heart still hurts and im still love sick.. though not with the person i spent close to 4 years with.
Dear Jeremy of 2007,
Thank you for giving me the time of my life, I never felt so loved. Though 6 months was brief, i felt blissful every minute of our journey together. You transformed me in many incomprehensible ways. After you passed, i kept holding on.. to the person i thought was you. I think i can let go of him now, im not so sure yet (it’s hard not to see the you both as one). but it’s you I really miss and will be etched in my heart forever.
it’s funny i even feel a little grateful to you for leaving me, because i will never be the one who turns my back. if you didnt cut me off, i’ll still be lingering, hoping, believing im with the person i fell in love with 4 years ago.
