been drowning in dreams again lately.
and another death dream.
i wish to hell sometimes that someone can explain the reasons for these dark dreams. but thinking about the sensitivity of the issue, may be better not knowing.
it was grandma a few weeks ago, and now my younger brother. taking his spring time nap by the river and i was nearby, washing the sole of my chucks from the mud. next thing i knew, he was peacefully drowned as the water level rose.
insane stuffs. but a beautiful death.