TheLittleFighter

melancholic beauty

thelittlefighter — Sat, 12 Nov 2011 08:26:57 +0000

been drowning in dreams again lately.

and another death dream.
i wish to hell sometimes that someone can explain the reasons for these dark dreams. but thinking about the sensitivity of the issue, may be better not knowing.

it was grandma a few weeks ago, and now my younger brother. taking his spring time nap by the river and i was nearby, washing the sole of my chucks from the mud. next thing i knew, he was peacefully drowned as the water level rose.

insane stuffs. but a beautiful death.

make that change

thelittlefighter — Sun, 30 Oct 2011 11:24:53 +0000

was never big on cover bands.. but i just found myself a keeper. totally made my weekend!!

aaaannnndd… HappybirthdayJOLIINNNEEE!!

helium

thelittlefighter — Thu, 27 Oct 2011 15:22:06 +0000

balloons??Erm… How old are yoouuu???

i do like sesame streets though.

on my way to where the air is sweet

tatt that.

thelittlefighter — Wed, 19 Oct 2011 16:53:10 +0000

when mommy says no to tattoos..
here’s to rules are meant to be broken (:

letsglow

elevation revelation

thelittlefighter — Sun, 16 Oct 2011 08:03:40 +0000

back on track again, i think/ hope?
whatever it is, im feeling good and dancie today.

letter to the past

thelittlefighter — Tue, 23 Aug 2011 19:07:52 +0000

i used to think you were the best thing that happened to me.. but i’ve come to realise this was only true 4 years ago. people say honeymoon periods are the most endearing. well, then u gave me the sweetest honeymoon i ever had. my heart still hurts and im still love sick.. though not with the person i spent close to 4 years with.

Dear Jeremy of 2007,
Thank you for giving me the time of my life, I never felt so loved. Though 6 months was brief, i felt blissful every minute of our journey together. You transformed me in many incomprehensible ways. After you passed, i kept holding on.. to the person i thought was you. I think i can let go of him now, im not so sure yet (it’s hard not to see the you both as one). but it’s you I really miss and will be etched in my heart forever.

it’s funny i even feel a little grateful to you for leaving me, because i will never be the one who turns my back. if you didnt cut me off, i’ll still be lingering, hoping, believing im with the person i fell in love with 4 years ago.

flood and flame

thelittlefighter — Thu, 18 Aug 2011 15:56:42 +0000

why why why!?!?

it’s been more than 8 months.. my subconscious is still making hell in my mind. this time, double dose!

ARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

the world is round

thelittlefighter — Tue, 16 Aug 2011 20:06:59 +0000

sugar high
cant get to sleep
nothing to do
bake egg tarts
ate egg tarts
suagr high
still cant sleep

what? i cant resist not eating them >.<
recipe was too sweet though.

bread and marmalade

thelittlefighter — Mon, 01 Aug 2011 04:19:01 +0000

~~why does he keep creeping into my dreams like freddie kruger??~~

my first attempt yesterday afternoon was quite a success, although i didnt wait for it to raise very much. the whole wheat bread became more like a panini, which i really liked! except.. the entire loaf was gone after i came back from shooting. brothers are such bitches, their selfishness are insatiable.

made a second trial this morning, this time with long waiting time to let the dough rise. i actually fell asleep waiting a couple of times.

P.S. my morning was like 4 am.. (cos i wanted to have it for breakfast)

then the smell of beer woke me up. hell of a shock cos i thought the yeast of my bread were overfed (which damages the taste)!

a fluffy bread, with the prized irregular holes.

bread

thelittlefighter — Sat, 30 Jul 2011 15:16:15 +0000

i have a new fetish. bread.

spent 50bucks on a book on artisan bread today. apparently the author is the da vinci of bread making. and im glad i got hold of one finally (despite the hole in my pocket now). first step to my dream of running a bakery. next shall be the leap of making my very own bread.

now, the joy of peeling that plastic wrap of a new book! i can almost feel my heart smiling.